For 20 years I struggle with addiction in which I took almost every drug available with a special appetite for heroin and cocaine. During this long years I always battle my dependency because I never liked to be an addicted, but I f@*k loved the drugs. This dichotomy made me fight and suffer for years.

I tried several treatments and doctors. Some worked for a while, especially for heroin. But hooked on other legal opioids and other legal poisons. This was not for me… I’m not saying that this is not for everyone, but for me was not life. For my surprise this opioids (buprenorphine) were much more hard to reduce. Tried cold turkey once on buprenorphine —and I made several heroin withdrawals cold turkey— but was unbearable. Therefore I went to the Netherlands for my first experience with Iboga. I was able to quit, but I come home with several withdrawals symptoms that linger for months. Throwing me to a new cycle of consumption where I consumed buprenorphine, heroin, alcohol and huge amounts of cocaine. Years of fighting and losing against my addiction and the abnormal levels of consumption were making a toll. Tired and without hope I was on the edge off a cliff, staring the void and feeling the heat of the fire that destroyed all that I had on my back.

Health, family, friends and business were all burning because of my choices. Only the love of my beloved wife and my mother was supporting my will to live. And for them I decided to fight once more and started to read everything I could get my hands on about addiction and realised two things. Iboga still seemed to be the best available tool and the treatment made before in the Netherlands was not, correct executed and in accordance to my needs. After this conclusion I started to call several providers, but this time I had the information to make the correct questions. This quest lead me to “Tabula Rasa” and to the true power of Iboga.

Here not only the professional service was the utmost regarding my health and care. In opposition to others, I felted that my success was the most important for them. Before, during and after these guys done everything to suppress my needs. Iboga has the power to change lives and heal bodies and souls.

If anyone wants to open a door to a new life. “Tabua Rasa” gives you the key. But the path is yours to walk.